salmon

did you know? salmon are truly amazing creatures
they travel against the flow of the river just to harvest their eggs or roe or watever u want to call them
they do all that just for the sake of their offspring, many of which dont survive coz we humans eat them all (but they are quite nice >.<)
but fact remains that they hav the ability to go against the flow, an ability that i will always envy
should i have had that ability i would hav avoided alot the trouble that i have managed to get myself into. i would have been able to hav get myself out of situations where others shift the blame onto me, i would hav been able to do my further hw instead of gossiping wif lisa last night xD ahh well it was fun
and i would hav been able to avoid the sticky situation with a certain someone, had i off been able to go against the flow, even just follow the plan of talking it out.. but i guess.. fings will just hav to be for now
like the song 'someday' by nickleback goes 'Someday Somehow I'll Make It Alright But Not Right Now.'
or maybe someday i wont mind the way things are, and learn to love it? >.<>.>"
anyways bak to study for my enhancement test tomorrow >.< 4 pages of vocab and 4 pages of kanji im soo screwed T.T
and hopefully this will be the last of my procrastination for the night xD