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Sunday, May 29, 2011

30 day photo challenge?

so ive been curious about this for a while now, seeing as i love photos as much as i do
i thought id take up this challenge while being 100% honest about it
and seeing as this is so, and sum of the photos require me to answer crap i dont feel like sharing to my entire fb network or get in trouble for being a 'bully' i thought y not do it here in the comfort of my own...home? lols so heres the rules
Be creative people! this is part one. Part two is at the very bottom also in the discussion tab And the song part is in the discussion box as well

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show
Day 04 - A picture of your night(something you did that night)
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate
Day 12 - A picture of something you love
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity
Day 19 - A picture of a letter(like a letter you recieve in the mail)
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change
Day 25 - A picture of your day
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

PART 2 : Please remember all these ideas come from followers.

1. Picture of your favorite animal
2. Picture of your favorite city
3. Your Dream job
4. Celeb you would marry
5. Picture of your dream home
6. Your favorite board game
7. Picture of yourself as a child
8. Favorite movie
9. Picture of your car (or dream car if you don’t have one)
10. Something you’ve had for as long as you can remember
11. Favorite item of clothing
12. Something you’ve been wanting for awhile
13. Last book you read
14. Something you would buy if money wasn’t a problem
15. Favorite color
16. Favorite place to eat.
17. Picture of your phone
18. Favorite place you’ve been to
19. Favorite place to shop
20. Favorite art piece (by an artist)
21. Famous person you look like
22. Your favorite season of the year
23. Favorite superhero
24. Your Biggest pet peeve
25. Something you wish didn’t exist
26. A picture of a scar you have, and how it got there
27. A picture of your favorite magazine
28. A picture of an animal you would like to be
29. Picture of your favorite shoes
30. Your favorite crayon color.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

the typical life

In the past few days, every girls childhood dream came true the evil villain was brutally murdered and the prince charming got married... the oh so very typical life of a ..DISNEY CHARACTER!
and che! prince charming? not so hot?
married to? ..not me?
villian murdered? by not the oh so brave prince nor the very shiny knight in silver armour
nope just a girl marrying into wealth and fame via a bald guy
and fued between two leaders
*sigh* if only life were really half as interesting as that
if only the 'prince' or 'shiny guy' really existed rather than ..a bunch of faggots xD

Saturday, February 26, 2011

miss

ironic kinda that my titles 'miss'
and right now, and pretty much every other moment in my life
the strongest feeling i have is 'miss' even if i do deny it

i missed the feeling of freedom, so i went on holiday
3 months i wanted to go
half a month enjoying the sun in malaysia to make friends to rekindle a relationship that had long died, where the feeling had gone missing so so long ago
1 month in japan to catch up much missed friends, to say a last farewell as group
and 2 months to spend time with the family i rarely got to see, the grandma i who had long gone missing, and perhaps create a few friends of my own in the city i so desperately try to call home,

yet as the 3 months draw to an end
i realize, i once again have missed out on this opportunity.
misleading lines of hope, misguiding feelings caused malaysia to come to an end
so much plans and hopes, so many goals
which apparently were too much yet too little

and as a result, my time in hong kong just increased to make up for that time, as tickets are unchangeable ==

but even so it would only be a bit more than two months in hong kong
den i could go to japan and be with my friends
i had it all sort
tickets, travel buddy route
yet one by one even that fell apart
travel buddy, den the nxt person who promised to be a travel buddy
and the one after dat
den even a parents 'trust worthy' promise
so much for 'yea sure we'll let u trade up the car and let u travel instead'
ohh no its 'we'll say we'll let u, then make up sum giant lie about a volcano, den not pick up ur calls wen u find out its a lie and not let u go anywhere, no let u attend the graduation ceremony of ur friends to let u say good bye, the ceremony uve been looking forward to since u came back from the one yr exchange we forced u to go to, and no we do not care that u have already told all ur friends' den its 'we brought a camera even though we promised u could get one, so u can just take this camera even though we ourselves say its shit, u can use it coz we cant refund (or more likely have been bothered to try) and then we'll say we'll let u buy one IF u stop complaining about our lying, yes we're trying to bribe ur feelings of hurt and betrayal away with a lousy camera, coz yes we think ur that shallow'
really cant help but miss the old days wen wat ur parents said could be taken seriously, wen u didnt have to put ur all into believing them
back when the dissappointment in ur parents hadnt accumlated to this point wen u were too young to realise what lies were

its almost like
everyday i grow older, i realise more and more of just how depressing the world is
the relatives i wanted to get to know, dont even care that im here
the niece and cousin u rarely see?
'who cares, we'll just say we'll meet her and take her places but not set a time and tell her we're working on it wen she calls to ask but never do, den cancel at the last minute if we did tell her a time
we'll let her see just how unwelcomed she is here
we'll look down on her lack of chinese knowledge
lack of fortune
lack of education, oh coz even if u had good education in aus its still nothing coz aus is stupid
and even if we went to school in aus, we're still better coz u didnt get as high a score as us, and u beat one of us? must just be different year =='
'the grandma i wanted to know? she's still there, but the only thing left that i can do is just watch her slowly deteriarate to the point beyond reconigiton, i'll just look at her, hoping shell look up and see me, even if she cant remember me, or even respond to my calls

the friends u wanted to make u realise wont happen, as even if u do get job, ur still an outsider, a foriegner and a child, coz we're all so much older than u, and cant be bothered to care, we'll make small talk like 'u got any siblings' but nothing more, u dont understand? oh thats alright we'll just laugh
and the rare friend u do make? at first ur excited, then u realise that theyre not so much ur friend, but just another guy hoping to play with ur feelings
just another person who'll promise to do things they hav no intention of doing
just another person to laugh at u
just another person who'll use ur feelings as a confidence boost
and ull let them coz u dont have a choice, no1 else even cares to talk to u

and
wen u want to cry out and scream about it all
u cant
ur friends are all sleeping
ur mum choose to call and piss u off in the middle of the night over there
and thats wen u realise
that the feeling of miss u so desprately hoped u didnt have?, its there
its been there the whole time, u just fooled urself into turning a blind eye to it
the shoulder to cry one, the understanding that a friend can give, its not there
the comfort they could give?
well the closest thing left now is the line 'its just a few more days, just a few more days and youll be back and theyll be there'
until of course u realise
well be in uni
well be seperated
be there? theyll be there, but theres no garuntee theyll be there all the time now, u hav to make new friends step out of ur comfort zone even if ur already feeling down
coz ur best friends? sum perhaps hav already left, sum will fade, sum will disappear and ull be lucky to even have one left..
and once again ull just be left reeling and missing

the feeling of miss, u cant escape it, u can run but it will catch up at the worst of times

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

UWAHHHH

lol day was full going 'bleh dis so gay gotta bum at glen by myself'
even wen i got there soooooo bored nothing to do
but still a fun day =]
see soooooo many ppl xD some i see all the time, some i see sumtimes and some i havnt seen in a loong loong loong time xD

after dad drop me off around 3.20 at library i walk toward glenny and i see mina from school
was ...normal.. just 'wa haha its u lol where u going?' 'glen..' 'ohh to meet ming?' 'no..-.- ...plus he in malaysia.. -.-' .. 'ohh haha' ... >.>" bleh

but wen i was at the red light i saw aymee and suziie as well xD
dunno if they saw me but they looked bak like 5 times so maybe they did haha
but yea..AYMEE CUT HER HAIR!!! and wen i texted her she just goes 'i cut it december last yr' >.<>.< ..she went and graduated =[ *sigh* i miss my frds from 09 class xD

den i walked around glen looking for colourful shorts and skirts..but omg..i swear supre and cotton on used to be more colourful... now its..dim and black and white =[
its soo.. bland! gah!
so instead i went to riot to look for yi's belated present =] got mini canvas wif stand and children's paint plus spare mini canvas..different size though =[









meet give money yl short =P money from 1 pocket to another lawrence denie wat brendan said b4 he even hear coz w.e brendan says is false apparently lol
sit library fink design ..get rough but still dun like much but all well
thirsty bored nothing do go bubble cup had to use my pretty 50c coin =[
saw david wen i went outside lols
wait carisse come they walk out of store too but infront of us den wen walk to glen again he looked at our direction! but still no see
den we go look shops again see puffy sleeved shirt carisse needs but no white ones D=
den target and more but target has baby kigurumis or pooh and piglet! >.< i want kigurumi haha
den we go cinema discuss w.e or not we should bye vouchers but 4 ppl not 5 neither carisse nor i hav need for extra voucher so no buy
as we leave we see akina she no recognize at first =[ fink she was wif her bf haha
..me walk wrong way wen we go star east =[
star east start painting
ordered drink =]
den vicky came!!!
she saw name on thing and goes 'yi fu..that reminds me of clothes' LOOOOOOOOOOOOL
den su-yiin =D by that time we had started using a cup of tea as the paint brush ..cleaner? ^o)
hehe >=D carisse took pic of the 'tea' xD
den vicky and su-yiin's friend michelle came =] shes from the same jacks tutor session as me and i pointed and yelled 'YOU GO TO JACKS TUTION!! SUNDAY 12.30 SESSION!!' den vicky and su-yiin started laughing..apparently they bet if it would happen coz its 'typical' of me =[
but yes now i dubbed her as 'jacks tution girl' lols

i fink she finks im weird now xD
vicky fone small
order late haha
boys come lalala
give present he smudge =[
hit him wif paint yellow burst D=
finish eat no chance give them horrible tea
sumhow b4 boys come it was decieded that we will give nigel a hello kitty toy for bday haha
movie go
kinda..ewww >.>"
walk hello kitty store closed
go bubble cup
steal a lil of nigel
..3 times >.>"
wai say nigel looks like a girl -.- but he recognise as guy fom hk D= so i bs it haha
home y late? carisse >.>"
msn fun haha fb david he say i stalker D=
tell rach my nick name idea ..not sure went well but she agree tell carisse go wif fern tree haha
den was made feel special by a friend =]
gotta love wen friends just say that lil extra fing to make u feel like u mean sumthing =]

Monday, April 5, 2010

MISSION ACOMPLISHED!

today!!
i finally forced ming to agree to dressing up as girl for dress up day >=]
so far ..coz too my mind too unoriginal can only fink of mickey and minnie >.>"
so if ne1 got ideas please suggest sum easy to recognized couple >=]
..and easy to make costume too..>.>" im lazy haha

Sunday, April 4, 2010

I GREW ONE CENTIMETER!! ONLY 4 MORE CM TILL MY GOAL HEIGHT!!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

:]


hehe just realised i 4got to say
=D
at my cousins house yesterday
i found out my 'first love' is coming bak to aus =D
YAY only vincent going to sydney coz sydney the only place that
has foundation course for non-overseas students >.<
stupid melbourne siff not hav that here>.<
ahh well, we'll force him to come melbourne for uni >=]